Bloodstained Lies - Poetry by PoisenedPopsicle, literature
Literature
Bloodstained Lies - Poetry
Here I stand, this bloodstained knife in my hand.
My depressed dwells, taunting me again.
It grows worse and worse each passing day,
I want to fall dead where I lay.
I Lie again, it caused more pain,
Is it impossible for me to do right?
I sit here, unforgiven and untrustable.
Love, Life, Warmth, has all left my body.
I resist lowering the knife to my wrist again,
It causes such pain but that is what distracts me
from the internal pain that hurts me so.
I wish to grabbed the hand of a loved one,
but they all remain far away, out of my reach.
I curl up here, and do nothing but cry
But crying never helps, so why do we cry?
Darker
Bonds Tie Me to This Place,
These Bonds Do Not allow me To Be Freed
And Go Where My Heart Leads Myself to go
Left in This Land Is Suffering and Pain,
Life Has Left My Soul,
I Want To Be There,
But These Bonds keep me here,
Life here leaves Me Nothing Left
Life Here Suffocates My Breath
Free Me Oh God,
Show Me the Light
Show me You Love and Set me Free This Night,
My bonds grow Tighter,
They suffocate me more
As My Life Begins To Worsen
They Strangle Me More,
I want to leave,
I Do Not Want To Stay,
Show me The Way
The Way to the Life
The Life I Wish To Live
One Where Freedom Is Permitted
And No Bond My Suffocate My b
Destiny Has Failed Me,
Destiny Has Flailed Me,
Life Is Dead,
Odd Things Circling My head,
My mind has Gone Mad,
My heart has Fallen Sad,
My Life has gone dead,
The World Is So Cruel,
People Swim In a suffering pool,
Death Is Gift, Granted By God,
Wishes Are Lies Said By the Devil,
Words Said Can be Cruel, Like a Demon
Hunting In the Suffering Pool,
Being Different Can be A Pain,
But being the same can be even worse,
Life vs. Death, death always wins, no matter what challenge
Death will win; Death is not pain yet is causes sorrow just like
The demon within, Hearts broken will stay shattered
While hearts whole and pure will s
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